I'm trying. I really am. For everyones sake. I want to be happy and not depressed but it just seems that I can't. ...
Im just tired of all of it. Im tired of people Lieing to me. They all want me to be happy but I cant if they lie.
Im just choking in my misery and I hate it. I want to be recognized. Not just the guy people leave in the halls. Not the person people forget about. I wish it was like that.
Unfortunatley I am that way. Im messing up so much now that im sad. My relationship, my friendships, im loosing the people i care about the most. I hate being sad but I cant even begin to describe how hard it is for me to be happy.
I just hope I can stop messing up peoples lifes...
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